Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Sorry for all the guys there who want to view my blogsite in English. Maybe you'll either: 1. See my whole blogsite in English later on, or 2. I'll create a new blog in Blogdrive.com which has English entries on it. So there. Now, T.T.T. (Talking Tagalog Time). Sobrang nakakapagod itong summer na ito. At bakit? Binubudburan ka ng super-daming Hand-outs na sa huli ay hindi mo matatapos lahat. May mga gusto kang gawin pero sinisigawan ka ng iyong Problem set ng, "HOY!!! NIKKO!!! Bakit ka pa rin nagpro-procrastinate diyan!!! Nandito ako!!! Answer me!!!" Kailangan ka pa ring gumising ng maaga para sa una mong klase. Ewan ko ba. Feeling ko parang hindi na napahinga yung utak ko, pati na katawan ko. Hindi pa natatapos diyan. Kapag walang pasok, diretso sa tindahan at haharapin ang mga nakasimangot na customer na nagsasabi ng "Hoy, isang kilong purina nga." Ewan ko ba, maybe it's just because I've never talked to God in days, nagiging weekly na naman ang Quiet time ko. Maybe ito ang nararamdaman ng mga nakakalimot sa kanya. Nagiging drained sa kahit na ano'ng bagay. & then you start on doing things which you're not supposed to do, because if you did it, you sinned. One more sign from God na alalahanin siya: I was just listening last night to DZAS 702 when the program "Heartline" started to share some questions & answers which really answered some of the troubles I face until now. What was amazing is sunud-sunod yung mga tanong at sagot na nakasagot sa mga struggles ko ngayon. Feeling ko, si God parang, "Hey, son, did you forget me already? Am I still your first priority, or are you already obsessed with your struggles to the point you're already forgetting me?" Well, maybe it's time for me to go back to my roots - to know Him again who's our creator, & to love Him again more than anything else. I feel dry, maybe because I forgot that He's the living water. Maybe it's time to go back & be reconciled just like the prodigal son did. Hanggang dito na lang muna. May God bless us all in all our undertakings. Au revoir.
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